Self affliction

Why is it that every night I stay up too late and every morning tell myself that I wont do that again, only to repeat the process the next night?

I do realize that Im surrounded by people who do the same thing, but it would be nice to believe that Im different somehow.... that Im special. Instead, Im par for the course, a miniscule part of a self-flaggelating society that is the source of it's own woes.

Im pretty tired though, thats all Im trying to say.